huhhhhh.
I waiting for Fatass to knock off cause I miss misss miss eating FATS.
HAHAHAHA.
Ohhh my gawd, FOM ... sucks my blood to the last drop I swear.
Tiring.
POA.Whats up with exchanging equipment eh?! Irritating small kids wna swop so much.Then I've to account for all your swopping process.DR what new equip, CR old equip.URGH!
BE FAITHFUL.DONT CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE.WNA DEPRECIATE, LET IT DEPRECIATE FOR AT LEAST 10 YRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll deal with that ques another day.Now now, ):
SWOT analysis?
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
So, how was your morning?! Mine started out pretty nicely.I totally recalled the days whereby I had virtual subway breakie, I had chicken rice breakie just because I wanna eat them the night before? :D Awesome much? Sweet much. (:
Yest was Robinson Sales and Ikea area with E.Robinson was sucha ... disappointment.We kinda like took less than 15 mins to walk the whole thing.Yeaaa.Rarely laid our fingers down on any items!HAHA.That's how we shop.Love us, don't you? Then, dinner over at ikea cause we totally missed it when we were at the Alexander Ikea.So, there there.
MEATBALLZ + CHICKEN WINGS.
Awesome day, looking at furniture pin-pointing I want this, I want that randomly to him.BUT HEY, I'D REALLY LIKE THAT WALK-IN WARDROBE IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE IT V V V V V V V MUCH!
I'll talk to Daddie Hoon abt it soon.
Anw, before that was CRS with Bimbo.V!We don't really know if we were doing the right thing.But yea, we'll try.I was too weak then.Felt like I was gna faint any moment of time!TERRIBLEEEEEEE.Even V said I look damn weak when she first saw me.All thanks to cramps.
Suppose to lunch with Grandparents today over at I-don't-know-where.But, I decided to give it a skip cause I have really puffy eyes (Uh huh.Couldn't sleep well last night!), I've tons and tons of tutorials to do & I aren't really feel good to go for dim sum.So, I promised them I'll sure join them next week! ;D But, talking to them really make me wanna tear alr.
Nah, I did tear.I miss you both, grandparents. ):
I've been such an emotional freak nowadays.MUST BE THE PERIOD'S THATS SETTING IN.
Gives me hell.
Tell me, to be strong.Tell me, there's gna be a rainbow after this storm.
Love,
Amanda.
Yest was Robinson Sales and Ikea area with E.Robinson was sucha ... disappointment.We kinda like took less than 15 mins to walk the whole thing.Yeaaa.Rarely laid our fingers down on any items!HAHA.That's how we shop.Love us, don't you? Then, dinner over at ikea cause we totally missed it when we were at the Alexander Ikea.So, there there.
MEATBALLZ + CHICKEN WINGS.
Awesome day, looking at furniture pin-pointing I want this, I want that randomly to him.BUT HEY, I'D REALLY LIKE THAT WALK-IN WARDROBE IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE IT V V V V V V V MUCH!
I'll talk to Daddie Hoon abt it soon.
Anw, before that was CRS with Bimbo.V!We don't really know if we were doing the right thing.But yea, we'll try.I was too weak then.Felt like I was gna faint any moment of time!TERRIBLEEEEEEE.Even V said I look damn weak when she first saw me.All thanks to cramps.
Suppose to lunch with Grandparents today over at I-don't-know-where.But, I decided to give it a skip cause I have really puffy eyes (Uh huh.Couldn't sleep well last night!), I've tons and tons of tutorials to do & I aren't really feel good to go for dim sum.So, I promised them I'll sure join them next week! ;D But, talking to them really make me wanna tear alr.
Nah, I did tear.I miss you both, grandparents. ):
I've been such an emotional freak nowadays.MUST BE THE PERIOD'S THATS SETTING IN.
Gives me hell.
Tell me, to be strong.Tell me, there's gna be a rainbow after this storm.
Love,
Amanda.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Alright, Thursday was a hectic day.Really really hella hectic.Lessons one after another.Then, stats SPSS was a goner.Don't know how to do some, whereas some are just I-wna-try-try-try-to-guess-thru-my-way can?I swear, TOTAL GONER.
After that was "This Is It" at The Grand Cathay with the fourteens.FREAKING HUGE SCREEN.& I really have to say, MJ sure did put in a lot of effort for that concert.He made sure every tempo was right by the musicians.Every dance moves were perfect, and yes, he was kinda demanding from his crew.Cause, he wanted the audience to hear the exact same thing from the soundtrack.He made sure this, made sure that.Rehearse and rehearse, again and again.God Bless You, Michael.
Today was a NO-SCHOOL day because we attended our lesson on Monday.So, monday was total-worn-out day.The moment I came home, Poof, I fell asleep already.Bad thing aye!?I knowwwww.& Tmr, meeting V to do CRS discussion.Man, I really have no idea what to say.): I seem to not have that many opinions anymore.
HELP?
Love,
Amanda.
After that was "This Is It" at The Grand Cathay with the fourteens.FREAKING HUGE SCREEN.& I really have to say, MJ sure did put in a lot of effort for that concert.He made sure every tempo was right by the musicians.Every dance moves were perfect, and yes, he was kinda demanding from his crew.Cause, he wanted the audience to hear the exact same thing from the soundtrack.He made sure this, made sure that.Rehearse and rehearse, again and again.God Bless You, Michael.
Today was a NO-SCHOOL day because we attended our lesson on Monday.So, monday was total-worn-out day.The moment I came home, Poof, I fell asleep already.Bad thing aye!?I knowwwww.& Tmr, meeting V to do CRS discussion.Man, I really have no idea what to say.): I seem to not have that many opinions anymore.
HELP?
Love,
Amanda.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Journey home was total disaster.Esp aft Weiqi & Cat left.I was all alone, and I started thinking.Thinking a lot somehow that it scared me.I had to learn to look like I'm totally fine but every moment, I just felt like a weakling,gna break down the very next min.Just so many things running through my mind.
Whether or not to alight at certain station and wait for Babe's reply.
Whether or not I should pack lunch back.
Whether or not I should get stuffs from Urban Write.
Whether or not I am able to forget some stuffs.
Whether or not I'll remain strong and calm in front of everyone later on.
Whether or not we will be fine.
Whether or not mum's angry cause her tone was so fierce when I called home.
Everything, just felt so horrible.I kept reminding myself to be strong, stay strong!And I did.Really, did.Now, I know the importance of my travelling buddies.Their laughters, smiles, voices are the one that really keep me entertained and not think too much into detail.To keep me distracted, and to keep me entertained!
Life's hard.Tomorrow's Thursday agn.Horrible wobbly Thursday.But am gna watch Mj's 'This is it' tmr aft school with the 14s'.HOPE I WOULDN'T FALL ASLEEP INSIDEEEEE! ;D I really hope eh. (; Butttt wheee leeeee leeee, Fri's a NO-SCHOOL day!
Love,
Amanda.
Flu bug's here.DRINK MORE WATER BABIES.
Whether or not to alight at certain station and wait for Babe's reply.
Whether or not I should pack lunch back.
Whether or not I should get stuffs from Urban Write.
Whether or not I am able to forget some stuffs.
Whether or not I'll remain strong and calm in front of everyone later on.
Whether or not we will be fine.
Whether or not mum's angry cause her tone was so fierce when I called home.
Everything, just felt so horrible.I kept reminding myself to be strong, stay strong!And I did.Really, did.Now, I know the importance of my travelling buddies.Their laughters, smiles, voices are the one that really keep me entertained and not think too much into detail.To keep me distracted, and to keep me entertained!
Life's hard.Tomorrow's Thursday agn.Horrible wobbly Thursday.But am gna watch Mj's 'This is it' tmr aft school with the 14s'.HOPE I WOULDN'T FALL ASLEEP INSIDEEEEE! ;D I really hope eh. (; Butttt wheee leeeee leeee, Fri's a NO-SCHOOL day!
Love,
Amanda.
Flu bug's here.DRINK MORE WATER BABIES.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Okay, edited my post here.
I was just thinking about my old house just now.
When daddie was going out, last time at the old hse, I could see him walk to the carpark to get his car, see his car drive away.
But not now anymore..
Awwwww.
Hey, don't worry.Am feeling much much better! ;D
Love,
Amanda.
I was just thinking about my old house just now.
When daddie was going out, last time at the old hse, I could see him walk to the carpark to get his car, see his car drive away.
But not now anymore..
Awwwww.
Hey, don't worry.Am feeling much much better! ;D
Love,
Amanda.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
H A P P Y H A L L O W E E N.
I.. I.. I... am not dead la.
I.. I.. I... WANNA CELEBRATE HALLOWEEN TOO.
BUT THAT FATASS IS NOT FREE.
Ohh man, next year then.Heh heh.Lil dear kids, BE CAREFUL TONIGHTTTTT.THE... BATS WILL HEAR YOU FROM FAR...... & & & ERM, SNATCH YOUR FOOD.While the pumpkin, also hear you from far.& Runs away from you.NOOOOOOOOOO PUMPKIN SOUP FOR YOU, I SAIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hhahahahaha.Am dead bored.Pardon me.I did smth so embarrassing this morning.Mission failed.Tehhhhhhhh.FAILED.Total Failure.Anw, reason why I haven been blogging cause I haven really been online that often now.School's making me hella tired.Plus awesome after-school activites wear me out further.So, that sums up why I haven been updating this space.
Anw, very very happy now.Cause Im gna watch ANTM ep9! ;D Geeeeez.
Love,
Amanda.
ps: Alright, I'll promise to blog more.
Monday, October 26, 2009
So i hopped on a train three in the afternoon
I don't know when i'm coming back,
but i hope that it's soon
see, i never thought
That i'd have to leave your side
It's only physically
but you know that you will be on my mind
Twenty-four hours at a time
Cause in my eyes, you were mine
No matter where you go, i won't be very far
Cause in my head i'll be right there where you are
Cause love is no distance baby
Love, love has no distance baby
No, not when it comes to you and me
awwww.I like I like.
Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,For you.
Love,
Amanda.
I don't know when i'm coming back,
but i hope that it's soon
see, i never thought
That i'd have to leave your side
It's only physically
but you know that you will be on my mind
Twenty-four hours at a time
Cause in my eyes, you were mine
No matter where you go, i won't be very far
Cause in my head i'll be right there where you are
Cause love is no distance baby
Love, love has no distance baby
No, not when it comes to you and me
awwww.I like I like.
Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,For you.
Love,
Amanda.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SARAH TAN MEI YU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I lurbz lurbz chu foureber worzxz! :D
So, today was a mini outing with Rah & Fang over at where? HomeClub man! :D Flea flea flea.We lurve sales.Who don't love them are weirdo.So dear sarah wanted to go there & off we go to Homeclub.Bought our fair share of stuffs, then lunch at 4 @ WhiteDog Cafe.Whole Baby Chicken for me once again.& Wooooolalalallalalala.Messy messy and most parts were left there like that cause... Nobody there had the ability to help me cut it out. ): No pamperation going on somehow for that moment.Aww.
& HAHA.Yet another I-freaking-don't-like-to-prepare-gifts-for-you-Sarah day came by.We cheated her as to saying we bought nothing for her at all.HAHAHAHA.& There there, we surprised her with a mini Oreomisu from Emicakes!Weird song she produce upon every spoon of it.She said we were 'corny' for bluffing her saying we're gna go to the toilet, me saying that I'd really like Fang's cute Dino keychain etc! ;D HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEE.That's what we're for honey.Girlfriends are always LIAR.
Right, V?
Neeeeeway, we all had fun today.Laughing over what age to get married, to get pregnant, whether or not we should get married young and get pregnant in Uni, etc.HAHAHAHAHA.& Ohhhhh, rah told us this nonsensical stuff.
"If you give birth somewhere, your child will have free expenses off that place."
Ogggggay, so Rah suggested to Fang that she should give birth at the supermarket.
FREEEEEE GROCERIES!We thought of what Bus, Train, Uni, Poly.Our kids will have lifetime free-of-chare bus/train rides, no school fees etc.Cool huh.But hey, why all those?
I said: "GIVE BIRTH AT THE BANK LAH!" Then we'll have free flow of $$$$$$.
Awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.No? (;
The Dino we all four had!:D Cute aren't it.It's called Karla!
SCREAM KARLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
I had fun playing with the Krokodile.Cause, it was just lying on my bed just now! ;D Staring at me as tho tryna tell me 'FEEEEEEED ME WATER.IM DYING OF WATERRRRRRRRRR.WAH-TUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
My bestfriends.HAHAHAHAHA!They... tell me stories in the night.Sweeet creature.Harmless.Love them don't you?! :D Geeeeeez.
Right, nights people! Lemon treeeeee, yellow yellow lemon treeeee!OMGZ.
Love,
Amanda.
So, today was a mini outing with Rah & Fang over at where? HomeClub man! :D Flea flea flea.We lurve sales.Who don't love them are weirdo.So dear sarah wanted to go there & off we go to Homeclub.Bought our fair share of stuffs, then lunch at 4 @ WhiteDog Cafe.Whole Baby Chicken for me once again.& Wooooolalalallalalala.Messy messy and most parts were left there like that cause... Nobody there had the ability to help me cut it out. ): No pamperation going on somehow for that moment.Aww.
& HAHA.Yet another I-freaking-don't-like-to-prepare-gifts-for-you-Sarah day came by.We cheated her as to saying we bought nothing for her at all.HAHAHAHA.& There there, we surprised her with a mini Oreomisu from Emicakes!Weird song she produce upon every spoon of it.She said we were 'corny' for bluffing her saying we're gna go to the toilet, me saying that I'd really like Fang's cute Dino keychain etc! ;D HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEE.That's what we're for honey.Girlfriends are always LIAR.
Right, V?
Neeeeeway, we all had fun today.Laughing over what age to get married, to get pregnant, whether or not we should get married young and get pregnant in Uni, etc.HAHAHAHAHA.& Ohhhhh, rah told us this nonsensical stuff.
"If you give birth somewhere, your child will have free expenses off that place."
Ogggggay, so Rah suggested to Fang that she should give birth at the supermarket.
FREEEEEE GROCERIES!We thought of what Bus, Train, Uni, Poly.Our kids will have lifetime free-of-chare bus/train rides, no school fees etc.Cool huh.But hey, why all those?
I said: "GIVE BIRTH AT THE BANK LAH!" Then we'll have free flow of $$$$$$.
Awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.No? (;
The Dino we all four had!:D Cute aren't it.It's called Karla!
SCREAM KARLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
I had fun playing with the Krokodile.Cause, it was just lying on my bed just now! ;D Staring at me as tho tryna tell me 'FEEEEEEED ME WATER.IM DYING OF WATERRRRRRRRRR.WAH-TUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
My bestfriends.HAHAHAHAHA!They... tell me stories in the night.Sweeet creature.Harmless.Love them don't you?! :D Geeeeeez.
Right, nights people! Lemon treeeeee, yellow yellow lemon treeeee!OMGZ.
Love,
Amanda.
Friday, October 23, 2009
It's only now...
That Joe & I realizes the true importance of you, baby!
Like, we've this part of us missing ya' know.
Totally, awful puh-lease.Cause, no one will help him call other cliques to come out anymore.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.Yea... you're that important to him.No longer a walking PDA, no longer a buddy-buddy companion.
Awwww.
This was how I looked today.Yeaaaaa.Tire, Tired, Tiring.Poooots.School's really... draining the hell outta me!Today today.Was dear Bimbo V's bday.23rd eh 23rd seh.We reached school earlier, got things prepared, then rushed off back to the bridge.MAN.SO EFFING HOT.ALL OF US WERE PERSIRING LIKE KRAZY.Tsktsk.Globalwarming right at the morning.How... depressing can this ever be!? ): Main purpose today was to like 'totally forget that its Vanessa's birthday!' & I guess we pretty much like attained our goal?! We just kept quiet, just pretend its a normal day, etc.
V.Tay, why msg me so early!?!?!? I almost replied you know or not!ASS.Almost spill the beans to grow Jack's giant bean stalk.& You know whenever I'm with you before the surprise, everytime before I speak, I've to like think thru what I'd wna say beforehand first.Damn scaryyyyyy.Glad you liked all presents!HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!Lurbzchua chu many many.
Anwwwwww, I've got a new kiddie cattie pet! :D Hmm.Its a 4-legged creature, with a fairly long body.It lives in the water and always has his eyes popped out to look for prey.NOW NOW NOW, guess what it is! :D
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Dangggggggggggggggggggg.Its a crocodileeeeeee! :D
Got this cute ass creature from Ming Yew who got it from IKEA upon seeing my shoutout over at FB.Awwww.Sho sweet worzxzzxz.But my gooodness, I didn't expect it to be that expensiveeeee.I know the price now.I thought IKEA sells hella cheap stuffs?!?!!?!?! THAT ONLY COST LESS THAN $10?!?!?!?!!? Or maybe even lesser.Perhaps, $5 at most?!?! Okay la, toys I meant.I swear it was more than what I expected!Thank you Honey.
But somehow, when I was browsing thru the web page, I came across this dog!Hmmm.Prolly if I didn't said I want that IKEA Crocodile, Ming Yew would have gotten me this?!!?!? Righttttttttttttttttttt? HAHA. INSIDE JOKE, DEARS!
Right, Thur's over.Okay, what am saying.Fri's over soon enough.Anw, I SURVIVED THRU THURS.YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY-NESS.But ya' know what.Thats because teachers are releasing us earlier cause its the 1st lesson.Didn't wna put too much stress on us.Man, can you imagine.If project work and assignments piles up more and more, I guess there's only one word to describe my awesome Thursday.
Thursday : INSANITY.
Right,am off to go do some stuffs!Tooooooodles lovelies! ;D
Much love,
Amanda.
That Joe & I realizes the true importance of you, baby!
Like, we've this part of us missing ya' know.
Totally, awful puh-lease.Cause, no one will help him call other cliques to come out anymore.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.Yea... you're that important to him.No longer a walking PDA, no longer a buddy-buddy companion.
Awwww.
This was how I looked today.Yeaaaaa.Tire, Tired, Tiring.Poooots.School's really... draining the hell outta me!Today today.Was dear Bimbo V's bday.23rd eh 23rd seh.We reached school earlier, got things prepared, then rushed off back to the bridge.MAN.SO EFFING HOT.ALL OF US WERE PERSIRING LIKE KRAZY.Tsktsk.Globalwarming right at the morning.How... depressing can this ever be!? ): Main purpose today was to like 'totally forget that its Vanessa's birthday!' & I guess we pretty much like attained our goal?! We just kept quiet, just pretend its a normal day, etc.
V.Tay, why msg me so early!?!?!? I almost replied you know or not!ASS.Almost spill the beans to grow Jack's giant bean stalk.& You know whenever I'm with you before the surprise, everytime before I speak, I've to like think thru what I'd wna say beforehand first.Damn scaryyyyyy.Glad you liked all presents!HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!Lurbz
Anwwwwww, I've got a new kiddie cattie pet! :D Hmm.Its a 4-legged creature, with a fairly long body.It lives in the water and always has his eyes popped out to look for prey.NOW NOW NOW, guess what it is! :D
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Dangggggggggggggggggggg.Its a crocodileeeeeee! :D
Got this cute ass creature from Ming Yew who got it from IKEA upon seeing my shoutout over at FB.Awwww.Sho sweet worzxzzxz.But my gooodness, I didn't expect it to be that expensiveeeee.I know the price now.I thought IKEA sells hella cheap stuffs?!?!!?!?! THAT ONLY COST LESS THAN $10?!?!?!?!!? Or maybe even lesser.Perhaps, $5 at most?!?! Okay la, toys I meant.I swear it was more than what I expected!Thank you Honey.
But somehow, when I was browsing thru the web page, I came across this dog!Hmmm.Prolly if I didn't said I want that IKEA Crocodile, Ming Yew would have gotten me this?!!?!? Righttttttttttttttttttt? HAHA. INSIDE JOKE, DEARS!
Right, Thur's over.Okay, what am saying.Fri's over soon enough.Anw, I SURVIVED THRU THURS.YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY-NESS.But ya' know what.Thats because teachers are releasing us earlier cause its the 1st lesson.Didn't wna put too much stress on us.Man, can you imagine.If project work and assignments piles up more and more, I guess there's only one word to describe my awesome Thursday.
Thursday : INSANITY.
Right,am off to go do some stuffs!Tooooooodles lovelies! ;D
Much love,
Amanda.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I hate her.
Its always the mouth of others that you might not be able to defeat.The words, stories they spread that brings you down.Right down.These are horrible people I'd say.How can you ever judge someone when you don't really know them well?!By just jumping conclusion, making up your own stories, really... is prolly the saddest thing that can ever happen to you.
I don't know if you're aware by yourself, but.. I know the whole story.This is still an open blog.People tend to read, and only take note of the emo posts instead of the happier ones.That's human nature I guess.They always, take notice of only the emo, bad posts and start making up their story.Ohh, I kinda.. think you guys are jumping too much into conclusion then.Now now, this is one of the unhappy post I'd say.I do admit.This one right here, is really a DOWN post.So.. are you gna make up your own stories now dear?! Who am I refering abt in this post. Think of it, and tell them to me?
Anw, she made me realise that life isn't really that simple.Life, isn't as colourful as it should be.Just because she led life that way, she'd want us to lead life the same way as she did as well.Her nonsensical rules were out of the way.Too this and that, that and this? what more? Tell me.I've not laid so much hatred on you ya' know.Not until just now.It shattered my heart.Million, Billion, Trillion pieces.Just by your words.Life... actually should be that dull, that mundane.But still, I'm so touched by what mum said. (: Thanks Mum.
I felt so so down just now.I wanted to get to people, hoping they'd cheer me up.But, I pretty much guess they were all busy? If only you'd like that boy so much, if only you admit that he's your favourite boy, go ahead and say all the good stuffs abt him to me.Tell me how good is he.How obedient is he.How... much of a good person, good life he'll have in future.You always said, so-and-so didn't bond well enough.Ohh, wait a min, did you ever try to bond with me then!? To know me better than to jump into conclusion beforehand?? No, you didn't.
Guess we are all from different world.We clash everything we meet.Nah, forget abt colliding.Its prolly, IMPOSSIBLE.Tomorrow's a long day for me.I aren't ready for it.Im in school for 9 hrs.And I am gna attend tutorials, lectures for 8 hours.Yes, only an hr of break.Long day to tackle, I hope I can hang on.
Love,
Amanda.
Its always the mouth of others that you might not be able to defeat.The words, stories they spread that brings you down.Right down.These are horrible people I'd say.How can you ever judge someone when you don't really know them well?!By just jumping conclusion, making up your own stories, really... is prolly the saddest thing that can ever happen to you.
I don't know if you're aware by yourself, but.. I know the whole story.This is still an open blog.People tend to read, and only take note of the emo posts instead of the happier ones.That's human nature I guess.They always, take notice of only the emo, bad posts and start making up their story.Ohh, I kinda.. think you guys are jumping too much into conclusion then.Now now, this is one of the unhappy post I'd say.I do admit.This one right here, is really a DOWN post.So.. are you gna make up your own stories now dear?! Who am I refering abt in this post. Think of it, and tell them to me?
Anw, she made me realise that life isn't really that simple.Life, isn't as colourful as it should be.Just because she led life that way, she'd want us to lead life the same way as she did as well.Her nonsensical rules were out of the way.Too this and that, that and this? what more? Tell me.I've not laid so much hatred on you ya' know.Not until just now.It shattered my heart.Million, Billion, Trillion pieces.Just by your words.Life... actually should be that dull, that mundane.But still, I'm so touched by what mum said. (: Thanks Mum.
I felt so so down just now.I wanted to get to people, hoping they'd cheer me up.But, I pretty much guess they were all busy? If only you'd like that boy so much, if only you admit that he's your favourite boy, go ahead and say all the good stuffs abt him to me.Tell me how good is he.How obedient is he.How... much of a good person, good life he'll have in future.You always said, so-and-so didn't bond well enough.Ohh, wait a min, did you ever try to bond with me then!? To know me better than to jump into conclusion beforehand?? No, you didn't.
Guess we are all from different world.We clash everything we meet.Nah, forget abt colliding.Its prolly, IMPOSSIBLE.Tomorrow's a long day for me.I aren't ready for it.Im in school for 9 hrs.And I am gna attend tutorials, lectures for 8 hours.Yes, only an hr of break.Long day to tackle, I hope I can hang on.
Love,
Amanda.
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